Fading

Today,i just had my biology test.First time i felt so happy after i took my biology test because although i studied till 3 am last night and i still manage to answer all of the question.My effort was worth for it.

Just read her blog today,feel a bit regret and cannot face the other side of me because need to give up the feeling and hide it in the other part of me.I hope she will get better and happier after all my effort to get the situation right again.Of course i will always be her friend,but she also knows that i not only wanted to be just friends.However,i cannot do anything right now coz i feel that the more i done,the more harm and hurt i will cause to her,so i have to hide the feeling in sorrow.Yesterday i just found out that actually the like i have towards her is not temporarily,but all of this doesn't matter anymore,coz no matter how much i have the like on her,she won't notice also coz she just don't want to face her feeling at the same time.

So,i just take this as another short like feeling memory although is not short actually.Now as long she happy then i will be happy,that is more important.Hope she know what she is doing right now.